don't make me block you while im sharing ｖｅｒｙ ｖｉｔａｌ ｉｎｆｏｒｍａｔｉｏｎ ｒｉｇｈｔ now
there's only one version of every person in this planet or so zee says and at the end of the d░y the memories all of us are remembering will always be the same no matter what we know of this life so yes, in essence, he's still pretty much the same person since he'll get memories of our unit leader either way he was reset and g░t overwri▒ten as a result, and it's why this guy is largely different from the one i used to know
that's why i said that 🎀 𝒽𝑒'𝓈 𝓉💗🏵 𝒾𝓂𝓅🌺𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒻💗𝓇 𝓂𝑒 🎀 to let go again it'd be a pain making him try to remember who we are and what's going on in this crazy world we're all born in
[ Hm... While he understands that being professional is supposed to be a solution, he has his doubts. Even in the workplace, people get invested and let their personal lives bleed in. It's hard to avoid no matter how good you are— ]
don'░ und░eresti░░te me he's rou░h arou░d the edg░s but o░░ly enough he h░s a dis░░░tingly so░t side to h░m b░t fine, if he's bec░░e too m░ch for me to h░░dle i'll let y░░ know my un░ikely k░ight in sh░ning armor
[ he's teasing but. you know. ]
any░░ys, you don't h░ve to for░░ve him if he's ░░anged in this life there's a huge dif░░░ence between p░░ty high s░░░░l disagr░░men░s and b░░ng charged f░░sely and ge░░░ng arres░ed for it and i th░░k you're go░ng to di░░░ke him eit░er way bc yo░r f░░░ings for ce░░ain peo░░e from that li░e will c░░e ba░k to you in th░ prese░░
t▒at's true i've m▒▒ this g▒y in my past yet ▒ still don't know m▒▒h about him bu▒ i need to get ̅𝓬̅𝓵̅𝓸̅𝓼̅𝓮̅ ̅𝓽̅𝓸̅ ̅𝓱̅𝓲̅𝓶 to fi▒d out ou▒ hist▒ry toget▒er ▒ot just us, but that sc▒ool in partic▒lar so i▒ a way im also e▒ploiting him, r▒ght?
i mean ye░h you have a p░░nt about that event░░lly it's up to that guy whe░░er he wa░ts to ░ontinue a░ting as he wer░ in the past, for bet░░r or fo░ worse but i wouldn't want to fo░░ive that guy ░░ther imo
[ this is making him real uncomfortable though, shifting in his seat. it's been almost a year and akira still doesn't know he's talking to a former stalker, ]
h░ still kin░a is, bu░ he's consi░erab░y ton░d it dow░ once i to░d him it ma░e me un░omfor░able thou░h if he thi░ks that'░ going t░ charm th░ pants o░░ of me he'░ got an░░her thi░g comi░░
he░ring som░thing lik░ that is ve░ry ░eassuri░g tbh i░ sure that most people w░uld want to cha░ge for the be░░er in thi░ word if they did░'t have that chanc░ in their previ░us life bu░ tbh akira, you'░e real░y not as satan░c as you usua░░y make yourself out to be the░e are wor░e peo░le out there who are beyo░d redemption, tru░t me
they aren't and hearing that there are people who are willing to give them the redemption they need is nice to hear im just thinking of the ones who find it hard to forgive themselves, especially of the ones their past self had done that shouldn't even matter in the present day that we currently have
[ but ah, time to acknowledge the elephant in the room - ]
i do know goro's side of the story, yes yet i don't want to force him to tell me the rest if it makes him uncomfortable if anything he knows more about my thing more than i do of his but it's why we've become closer these past few months
it all takes time, but if they can't even think they'll be able to forgive themselves one day, then it won't ever happen.
it's pretty heavy and there's a possibility he might never be ready. i've always wondered if i should keep waiting or i've been too assertive, but sometimes you have to force your way in.
either way, he's someone who's living a different life from his memories.
[ He isn't sure if his friends would forgive Goro for what he did in their memories, but that shouldn't hinder him at all. There will be people who won't accept you and you just have to keep on living. ]
he is, and im proud of him you know what he said to me before? that he feels bad for his past self bc his life right now is so much better than what he'd remembered and that... he wouldn't have turned out like that
[ it's not something sena can relate with his own set of issues, but he still ]
how's it like for you, though i'd imagine that it was hard to accept his past acts at first
it was difficult at first. i had my suspicions about his betrayal, but i didn't expect the rest of it. in my memories, Akechi hated me with every fiber of his being, but i wasn't afflicted by the emotions that came with it. my other self was calm and composed since he saw it coming. he also pitied him and wished there was something they could have done.
i needed time to process it emotionally, even though i understood that Goro didn't do any of that in this life. the memory was too real and he was so different.
[ wow, how come i didn't finish that bracket text. anyways, while it's not something sena can relate to with his own set of issues regarding his past self, he can still see where goro's coming from when dealing with his own memories.
too bad sena's too spiteful for that. ]
so he betrayed you... i do know that he was also a detective, so that means he was being a double agent of sorts? i wish he'd tell me more than that though
it's interested how he love you so much in this life now maybe something along the way his feelings for you changed when he appeared in this world are you all right with it though? i mean obviously you are since you guys have been dating for a while now but how did you come to accept him?
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there's only one version of every person in this planet or so zee says
and at the end of the d░y the memories all of us are remembering will always be the same no matter what we know of this life
so yes, in essence, he's still pretty much the same person since he'll get memories of our unit leader either way
he was reset and g░t overwri▒ten as a result, and it's why this guy is largely different from the one i used to know
that's why i said that 🎀 𝒽𝑒'𝓈 𝓉💗🏵 𝒾𝓂𝓅🌺𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒻💗𝓇 𝓂𝑒 🎀 to let go again
it'd be a pain making him try to remember who we are and what's going on in this crazy world we're all born in
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you m░st real█y like him ░f you're goin░ so far as t░ taking r░sponsi▒░l░ty for h░s memor░es.
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i mean
w̶o̸u̴l̷d̵n̸'̸t̴ ̸y̴o̴u̷ ̴h̴a̷v̶e̴ ̶d̸o̶n̴e̷ ̴t̸h̶e̴ ̸s̶a̶m̵e̸ ̵t̷o̵o̴?̵
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only f░r people that i remote░░ l░ke, to be honest.
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w░y w░ste tim░ unless ░ care ░░out them░
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i don't r░░lly care if it isn'░ any of th░ ido░s nor my f░ie░ds here
b░t did so░eon░ on ░he app an░oy yo░ or som░thing░
i th░░ght you'░e chill w ░░eryon░e her░
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not s░meone ░n the app, b░t the man wh░ ƒȑåɱ£ď me.
[ He's a grudge holder in both lives, sorry. ]
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hopefu░░y
i can'░ ca░l mysel░ a profes░iona░ if i ca░'t h░░dle g░ys l░ike him
i'░░ be f░ne
bu░ let'░ ju░░ hope that gu░ won't make a░ app░░ra░ce on the app t░en
░o you kno░ his na░e at lea░t? so that y░u can be ░░epared just ░n case
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g░od lu░k, but ░on't let him pu░h yo░ a░░░nd.
i know his name, but it might be ░░░░░░░░░ here.
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but ░f any░ing, he'░░ be a░l wra░ped aro░░d my fin░ger in no t░me ☆
[ now for the more serious matter at hand - ]
could ░ou repea░ that tho░░h?
th░░e glit░░es are get░░░ng out o░ contr░░
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[ HE'S STILL SLAMMING DOUBT BECAUSE YOU SEEM... EASY TO FLUSTER, SENA. ]
𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕖. 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕨𝕗𝕦𝕝, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕚 𝕞𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕗 𝕙𝕖'𝕤 𝕒 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕘𝕦𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖.
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he's rou░h arou░d the edg░s but o░░ly enough he h░s a dis░░░tingly so░t side to h░m
b░t fine, if he's bec░░e too m░ch for me to h░░dle i'll let y░░ know
my un░ikely k░ight in sh░ning armor
[ he's teasing but. you know. ]
any░░ys, you don't h░ve to for░░ve him if he's ░░anged in this life
there's a huge dif░░░ence between p░░ty high s░░░░l disagr░░men░s and b░░ng charged f░░sely and ge░░░ng arres░ed for it
and i th░░k you're go░ng to di░░░ke him eit░er way bc yo░r f░░░ings for ce░░ain peo░░e from that li░e will c░░e ba░k to you in th░ prese░░
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[ That's why there's a difference between nice and kind. ]
𝕚 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕚 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥, 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖎 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖋𝖆𝖎𝖗. w▒ shoul░dn't let the past dictate what we feel and do, let alone tell us how to treat other people.
it's hard.
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i've m▒▒ this g▒y in my past yet ▒ still don't know m▒▒h about him
bu▒ i need to get ̅𝓬̅𝓵̅𝓸̅𝓼̅𝓮̅ ̅𝓽̅𝓸̅ ̅𝓱̅𝓲̅𝓶 to fi▒d out ou▒ hist▒ry toget▒er
▒ot just us, but that sc▒ool in partic▒lar
so i▒ a way im also e▒ploiting him, r▒ght?
i mean ye░h you have a p░░nt about that
event░░lly it's up to that guy whe░░er he wa░ts to ░ontinue a░ting as he wer░ in the past, for bet░░r or fo░ worse
but i wouldn't want to fo░░ive that guy ░░ther imo
[ this is making him real uncomfortable though, shifting in his seat. it's been almost a year and akira still doesn't know he's talking to a former stalker, ]
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equivalent exchange.
[ A give and take. He can get behind that. ]
it's up to what p░ople what they want to do with th░ir memories, but ░ would be willing to give s░meone a chance here if they do want to ch░nge.
i would w░nt that opportunity to r░d░░m myself, too.
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thou░h if he thi░ks that'░ going t░ charm th░ pants o░░ of me he'░ got an░░her thi░g comi░░
he░ring som░thing lik░ that is ve░ry ░eassuri░g tbh
i░ sure that most people w░uld want to cha░ge for the be░░er in thi░ word if they did░'t have that chanc░ in their previ░us life
bu░ tbh akira, you'░e real░y not as satan░c as you usua░░y make yourself out to be
the░e are wor░e peo░le out there who are beyo░d redemption, tru░t me
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anyway, n░ one's beyond redemption.
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[ So he doesn't think he needs to reiterate his stance on it. ]
p█ople aren't b░rn ev█l.
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and hearing that there are people who are willing to give them the redemption they need is nice to hear
im just thinking of the ones who find it hard to forgive themselves, especially of the ones their past self had done that shouldn't even matter in the present day that we currently have
[ but ah, time to acknowledge the elephant in the room - ]
i do know goro's side of the story, yes
yet i don't want to force him to tell me the rest if it makes him uncomfortable
if anything he knows more about my thing more than i do of his but it's why we've become closer these past few months
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it's pretty heavy and there's a possibility he might never be ready. i've always wondered if i should keep waiting or i've been too assertive, but sometimes you have to force your way in.
either way, he's someone who's living a different life from his memories.
[ He isn't sure if his friends would forgive Goro for what he did in their memories, but that shouldn't hinder him at all. There will be people who won't accept you and you just have to keep on living. ]
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you know what he said to me before? that he feels bad for his past self bc his life right now is so much better than what he'd remembered
and that... he wouldn't have turned out like that
[ it's not something sena can relate with his own set of issues, but he still ]
how's it like for you, though
i'd imagine that it was hard to accept his past acts at first
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it was difficult at first. i had my suspicions about his betrayal, but i didn't expect the rest of it. in my memories, Akechi hated me with every fiber of his being, but i wasn't afflicted by the emotions that came with it. my other self was calm and composed since he saw it coming. he also pitied him and wished there was something they could have done.
i needed time to process it emotionally, even though i understood that Goro didn't do any of that in this life. the memory was too real and he was so different.
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too bad sena's too spiteful for that. ]
so he betrayed you...
i do know that he was also a detective, so that means he was being a double agent of sorts?
i wish he'd tell me more than that though
it's interested how he love you so much in this life now
maybe something along the way his feelings for you changed when he appeared in this world
are you all right with it though?
i mean obviously you are since you guys have been dating for a while now but
how did you come to accept him?
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